i've been burning holes and breaking dreams, and I regret it.

"i quite like myself 

slouched over a television with a broken remote, 

pale skin alive with glowing colours 

at 3:33 in the morning 

i think i am at my best 

when i am hovered 

over the kitchen sink just after dark 

running hot water 

over my raw fingers 

i feel great 

when i am sprawled across my bed 

crying before i even wake up 

sun pushing, unwanted, 

through a dirty window 

i am very happy with who i am 

i say aloud in the car 

all alone 

while i consider driving into a tree 

i am very happy with who i am"

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hukutan murheet valkoviinillä.

annan kaiken vain mennä menojaan.

ei se haittaa.